In hindsight I don't know why I bothered doing it.. its not like 96+ ATAR is within my range
I am tried i have been awake since 5am
Did UMAT from 9am-1pm
Went to School to grab notes and essays from teacher 2.30-3
Tutor at brain 3.30-5.30
Math tutor at 6-8
FML I hate life so much right now
trials start in 2 DAYS!!!
I gained 2 KG!!! so fat now if only it went to my bust and not stomach >.<
on top of that i have been ignoring my bf because life if just to hectic right now T_T
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Happy Bday Retard Sister
I must work harder, I must not procrastinate anymore!!... I don’t think that will ever happen
anyways today was my sisters Bday …. I ate so much sushi I think I am going to die >.<
anyways today was my sisters Bday …. I ate so much sushi I think I am going to die >.<
I spent like $200 on her…. I am too nice =)
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Long Time no Blog
A TRUE VALEDICTION
It has been a while since we had you join our lives; it has been a long road has it not?
We had our fun on the journey of life, but now it seems you have gone T_T
I remember you used to bite, pee on me, poo on me and runaway but since you then you matured, you learnt to understand and even became a mother!!
I wish I spent a longer time with you, I wish you were still by my side, I am sorry I coulden’t protect you from the cat, I am sorry…….
Even though you have gone you will live on in my memories, I hope I life on in yours whist your in Bunny Heaven =(
BEAR BEAR Rest in Peace!! I will miss you forever and ever… T_T
I remember you used to bite, pee on me, poo on me and runaway but since you then you matured, you learnt to understand and even became a mother!!
I wish I spent a longer time with you, I wish you were still by my side, I am sorry I coulden’t protect you from the cat, I am sorry…….
Even though you have gone you will live on in my memories, I hope I life on in yours whist your in Bunny Heaven =(
BEAR BEAR Rest in Peace!! I will miss you forever and ever… T_T
2007-2011/23/07
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| I hope you lived |
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| a very happy life |
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| with Mao Mao |
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| I hope you ate lots of food |
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| You stupid little rabbit ILL MISS YOU indeed |
LIFE
It’s nearing your birthday =) I am sorry I can’t celebrate it with you this year due to my exams . It has been so long that we have been together and I hope we can celebrate a whole lot more.
It’s nearing your birthday =) I am sorry I can’t celebrate it with you this year due to my exams . It has been so long that we have been together and I hope we can celebrate a whole lot more.
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| 2009 |
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| 2009 |
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| 2010 |
The stress of school is really impacting on my socially and mentally. I am always depressed, angry, tired and just meh…! I keep thinking back to the old times where I didn’t care… where I was happy… Back to year 9 where school was 1x5 …those were the time.
Back them It was easy, there was no burden no stress, just fun-psh I mean look what I was doing in class? Very productive indeed. PS I miss you MAC computer room 16 GTHS *drools*
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| 2008 |
But whatever is next I will face, although I have kinda given up on my high aim, I am going to just take things as they come…. There is no use fretting……
~~ Life is Bleh 1 week till Half yearlies
Ok Ok Ok
I failed to update you my poor blog… It has been over 1 month and I am deeply sorry please forgive my negligence..... I have been super busy with …
DREAM HIGH =0
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| I love youuuu Taecyeon |
Eating <3 Sashimi
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| Isn't it nice to look at sashimi, I wish I could eat it |
And.. Drowning in Paper
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| Ahh save me !!save me!! |
So here are the updates from photo day 2011
The day started with year 12 and I must say it was not the best…. ADVANCE LIFE SUCKS!!
We were given 5min to change from our formal picture to our muck up, yes we died.
The sun was 100000 degrees and the congregation of reflective white shirts meant your eyes will die whenever you had to look at the cameraman, which meant that most of us squint till our already small Asian eyes were not visible =(….. here I was hoping for a good year 12 photo .
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| Who's this hottie? |
Anyways afterward we went to eat at Nado’s (don’t we love the free periods ^^)
Photospam
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| Party for two? ($25) Now you see it |
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| Now you don't =) |
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| Masked Bandits |
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| Crazy People |
Anyways on a end note I would like to say there was this pervert sitting across from us while we were eating... I am not sure if he sniped some photos
Shu Shu Shu Uemura???
Happiness can arise from the simplest of things, such as being with friends, going to the Bank to absorb all their cool air, falling asleep in English but to a girl nothing shouts happiness more than those unopened box of goodies XD .
I will like to devote this post to my recent SASA purchase courtesy of MICHELLE!! Here it is tada
A Shu Uemura eyelash curler for only $15.80 USD
These things usually retail for about $50 last time I checked hehe ^^
I have noticed that in life it is the simple things that makes us the most happiest. Being surrounded by the ones you love and being loved for being you is what allows us to survive through the tough and hard pains of life such as the HSC. I don’t think I can live life without the humours of my friends and the support I get from my family. I hope we can all happily continue to help each other while walking the path of life!!
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| I can't live without........Your laughter |
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| Your ugly face |
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| Your Support and Love |
Thank you for always being there for me <3
Anyways I haven’t got much to rant on about today! Except in chem when we discovered our ester smelt more of nail polish remover than Banana ~Shame~
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| Ours were the only one that remained white how queer? |
HOT HOT HOT
SCHOOL DAYS(there is a weird anime named school days- results in killing)
Ahh …the school Days begin and the pressure is yet again heavily placed on top of my shoulders. I think I need counselling and mental consolation as I feel stressed and deflated >.<
Ahh …the school Days begin and the pressure is yet again heavily placed on top of my shoulders. I think I need counselling and mental consolation as I feel stressed and deflated >.<
The heat of the stupid weather makes me more irritated and less motivated to do work. I feel as though I’m wasting time and not sufficiently concentrating on the important aspects of study grrr…..
What makes it worse is that Poor old St George doesn’t have any aircon for students!! How idiotic is that??? How can we perform optimally in the 40 degree heat?? Kill me now !!
School is bugging me and now I hhave realised a problem in my career path and I am left with a tough decision.
Now I know that I will never get at 99.95 ATAR and is obvious that I will struggle to achieve anything beyond the marks 97-98. I am being realistic here and if all goes well this year I am expecting a 95ATAR.
I wanted to do PATHOLOGY in labs but I since then realised that YOU NEED TO DO MEDICINE FOR THAT!!!. Anyways the only hope I have of archiving my goal is to
1. Get 99.95 ATAR (impossible)
2. Do MEDICAL SCIENCE (94ish)@USYD and transfer to MED if I am able to maintain a D average
3. Go to UWS with (95) for Med
What should I do?
On top of that I feel as though I’ve become more bitchy and stuck on a mode of Forever PMS where the repeated statements from my parents causes me to open the gates of hell ><. I feel so eh…. Irritated and stressed. I hate being asked stupid questions eg
“so it was hot last night?”- I was complaining to you it was hot no need to restate it
“you look tired, did you sleep?”- Yes I slept wonderfully in a room with hot air, ontop of that I was talking to you at 4 so obviously I did not sleep
“so you didn’t sleep because it was hot”- No dumb buthead I didn’t sleep because I felt a sudden urge to do something and stay up in the late hours to watch whatever is on tv!
Its these questions that annoy me especially if you know the answer …
Tomorrow is Chinese New year and this year I will be short on red packets=(
1. Grandma is overseas
2. Family is in china
3. Rich aunty is nowhere in sight
So this means I will be spending it with
1. -greasy hair, swat smelling hair due to the 36 degree weather (no washing hair)
2. -no meat (cool with that)
3. my clothes smelling of incense and burnt paper money
To everyone I wish them a
恭禧發財! 新年快乐
And may they recieve many red pockets
On a more positive note
Being back at school does give me happiness and Joys
1. Seeing friends and socialising
I mean who can resist Slapping Ellen, Trains with Vicky, Singing with Michelle, Liza hair, Texting on Lulu’s phone, Groping Annie ^-~ and Seeing the Taoer? XD
2. It has something to fill my day with, it pushes me to work. ^^
Anyways who likes words without photo's? Photospammm
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| Remember when rolled socks were deemed "cool"? |
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| what's this?- you will never guess |
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| Guesss?? they are the same thing |
Spamm My life for the Past 20 days
12th of January Wednesday
11th Birthday Bash
It was my Young brothers 11th birthday. Oh and how much fun we had. We watched the lovely TRON LEGACY at Imax theatres and played endless amount of galaxy world. Dinner was composed of Pancakes on the Rocks and Lunch was Sushi Train ^^ <goodness how many calories was that> AHHH
and then desert was CAKE CAKE CAKE and more CAKE.
I hope you enjoyed you Birthday and hope you remember it for days to come <3 my Pork Chop brother hahaha
In all honesty TRON LEGACY IS A CRAP MOVIE… don't go see it....
17th Of January Monday
FAMILY DAYY.... YAYY >.<
With my family with me for the whole day who can complain? cough cough. Alright we decided to first go pray to the gods in the budda temple in the city. Let us not mention the toilet experience in a cubicle that was TOO close to Nature....
As we young kids trekked our way to the city hoping for a nice lunch/movie, dad suggested we go visit the Terracotta statues in the First Emperor exhibition at the Art Gallery of NSW. So our day consisted of a hectic walk from Darling Harbour to Martin Place in the 30 degree sun. But as we go there I was glad we pushed forward, it was really something my parents thoroughly enjoyed. I saw them smile and laugh without much care, which is something I have missed. Not only were they smiling they were trying to outdo each other in naming all the pottery from the different dynasties . While they had fun doing that I sat at the Café with my awful coffee and enjoyed the scenery outside.
Once we were done we hiked our way back to Darling harbour (this time in 25 degree heat, the joys of 6pm) and got ready for dinner.
We headed to Surry Hills and tried a restaurant called Yullis, ß not my style of eating but my sister seemed to enjoy it. I am not a big fan of dishes that do not contain meat and are overloaded with obscure things. I’m ASIAN I need my rice haha Jokes
After an unsatisfying $70 dinner we headed back to Chinatown so my dad could by his infamous Free Range Chicken and we bought dessert.
I am glad we have these memories to keep forever. My dad’s addiction to Free Range Chicken and my sister’s persistence in Vegetarianism will be the stories that are passed through many generations.
20th of January Thursday
ICE ICE SKATING
NEW years resolution was to keep fit. So what better way to do it than Ice skating?
Early morning we headed towards Canterbury ice Rink with my friends from GTHS!
I’ve missed them soo much, It felt like I haven’t seen them in a century. Thankfully they are still the people I grew to <3 so much. Oh Felix thanks for your vomit in my toilet for NYE ><
Anyway here are the Pic’s
I was so proud of my brother he fell but got back up again ^^.
Luckily there were no Major Stacks, I always had a fear that if I fell that other peoples skates will slice through my fingers.
Later my Mr Pig and Pork Chop went to the city. We experienced the new Teapresso ? that opened up at Town Hall Station. Buy one get one Free =) what a deal ^^”
They had limited choice but if was still far better than easyway’s but still somewhat not as good as chatime. Dinner at Chat Thai and then Back to Work for me >< NOOOOOO
22nd of January Saturday
REFLECTION
I know that somethings are not eternal, like life for example. It is transient and short lived and sooner or later we will face the road of sleeping forever. It is when we are alive that we can make an impression on those around us, allowing our lives to be passed on as meories . I don’t want to live my life not truly appreciating what god has let me have. Life is what you make of it, it is how you treat others and how you decide to make your mark on this world. It has been 3 weeks since I have spent time with my Grandparents and about 6 months since we have been to their house. With me not having to work, I decided that it was time to visit them. My brother and sister also headed with me on our confusing trip to Riverwood (shady place).
We ate a huge dinner with their friends, sat and talked about long forgotten photos and current Issues. There was a nostalgic memory that arose from the familiarity of having my grandparents around. I was mostly raised by them as my parents were busy making a living. I am very thankful that god has allowed me to meet them, has allowed me to understand them. I am very thankful that they love me so much and are willing to do so much for me and my siblings. As the years pass I am afraid that I won’t be able to see you, I question if you will be able to see my grandchildren? But in my heart you will always be treasured as my precious memories of love and happiness. I will Pass on your memories to my children and hope that you will remain in this world as a warm memory =).
Grandpa and Grandma I hope you have a safe trip back and don’t forget about us!! I will see you again in 6 months ^^
11th Birthday Bash
It was my Young brothers 11th birthday. Oh and how much fun we had. We watched the lovely TRON LEGACY at Imax theatres and played endless amount of galaxy world. Dinner was composed of Pancakes on the Rocks and Lunch was Sushi Train ^^ <goodness how many calories was that> AHHH
and then desert was CAKE CAKE CAKE and more CAKE.
I hope you enjoyed you Birthday and hope you remember it for days to come <3 my Pork Chop brother hahaha
In all honesty TRON LEGACY IS A CRAP MOVIE… don't go see it....
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| Drive Drive Drive |
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| It's All Mine!!! |
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| Sushi Tower |
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| Can we spot a pervert? |
17th Of January Monday
FAMILY DAYY.... YAYY >.<
With my family with me for the whole day who can complain? cough cough. Alright we decided to first go pray to the gods in the budda temple in the city. Let us not mention the toilet experience in a cubicle that was TOO close to Nature....
As we young kids trekked our way to the city hoping for a nice lunch/movie, dad suggested we go visit the Terracotta statues in the First Emperor exhibition at the Art Gallery of NSW. So our day consisted of a hectic walk from Darling Harbour to Martin Place in the 30 degree sun. But as we go there I was glad we pushed forward, it was really something my parents thoroughly enjoyed. I saw them smile and laugh without much care, which is something I have missed. Not only were they smiling they were trying to outdo each other in naming all the pottery from the different dynasties . While they had fun doing that I sat at the Café with my awful coffee and enjoyed the scenery outside.
Once we were done we hiked our way back to Darling harbour (this time in 25 degree heat, the joys of 6pm) and got ready for dinner.
We headed to Surry Hills and tried a restaurant called Yullis, ß not my style of eating but my sister seemed to enjoy it. I am not a big fan of dishes that do not contain meat and are overloaded with obscure things. I’m ASIAN I need my rice haha Jokes
After an unsatisfying $70 dinner we headed back to Chinatown so my dad could by his infamous Free Range Chicken and we bought dessert.
I am glad we have these memories to keep forever. My dad’s addiction to Free Range Chicken and my sister’s persistence in Vegetarianism will be the stories that are passed through many generations.
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| So Hottt! 30 degrees..... |
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| Asian Setting? |
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| Plates are cool~ |
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| Bowl for my Mummy |
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| Trippy?? |
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| Yullis~ Eggplant Roll things |
20th of January Thursday
ICE ICE SKATING
NEW years resolution was to keep fit. So what better way to do it than Ice skating?
Early morning we headed towards Canterbury ice Rink with my friends from GTHS!
I’ve missed them soo much, It felt like I haven’t seen them in a century. Thankfully they are still the people I grew to <3 so much. Oh Felix thanks for your vomit in my toilet for NYE ><
Anyway here are the Pic’s
I was so proud of my brother he fell but got back up again ^^.
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| My Butt is Cold =( |
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| Lower Mark You are to Tall |
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| Why so Asian? |
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| Look Mark you are the Lowest of them ALL! |
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| Stupid Bird lied to me. It has 2 legs LIARRR |
Luckily there were no Major Stacks, I always had a fear that if I fell that other peoples skates will slice through my fingers.
Later my Mr Pig and Pork Chop went to the city. We experienced the new Teapresso ? that opened up at Town Hall Station. Buy one get one Free =) what a deal ^^”
They had limited choice but if was still far better than easyway’s but still somewhat not as good as chatime. Dinner at Chat Thai and then Back to Work for me >< NOOOOOO
22nd of January Saturday
REFLECTION
I know that somethings are not eternal, like life for example. It is transient and short lived and sooner or later we will face the road of sleeping forever. It is when we are alive that we can make an impression on those around us, allowing our lives to be passed on as meories . I don’t want to live my life not truly appreciating what god has let me have. Life is what you make of it, it is how you treat others and how you decide to make your mark on this world. It has been 3 weeks since I have spent time with my Grandparents and about 6 months since we have been to their house. With me not having to work, I decided that it was time to visit them. My brother and sister also headed with me on our confusing trip to Riverwood (shady place).
We ate a huge dinner with their friends, sat and talked about long forgotten photos and current Issues. There was a nostalgic memory that arose from the familiarity of having my grandparents around. I was mostly raised by them as my parents were busy making a living. I am very thankful that god has allowed me to meet them, has allowed me to understand them. I am very thankful that they love me so much and are willing to do so much for me and my siblings. As the years pass I am afraid that I won’t be able to see you, I question if you will be able to see my grandchildren? But in my heart you will always be treasured as my precious memories of love and happiness. I will Pass on your memories to my children and hope that you will remain in this world as a warm memory =).
Grandpa and Grandma I hope you have a safe trip back and don’t forget about us!! I will see you again in 6 months ^^
The Importance of a family
Love them or Hate them they are ALWAYS there. Even though my Family is sometimes annoying, and call every hour to check who you are with, I will always love them, no matter what.
I am very grateful to have grown up in a family of love… and hate and to be surrounded by those who accept me for who I am. With them I don’t have to hide behind a façade, I can yell scream all I want I can even eat like a fat pig XD, but I know they will still love me!!
I appreciate them looking after me along the journey of life. When I am sad they listen, when I hurt they hurt too. So today I decided to dedicate this post to my family members:
MUMMY ZHANG
You are super annoying and with aging you are becoming more repetive.eg. I know that the meal is $8, no need to spend 40min talking over that $1 lost!- just because I charged them$7 grr! Sometimes I wish I can give you $1 to be quiet. I know that you are sometimes angry with me but remember I will always love you ! I have to thank you for learning to become less like a stereotypical Asian mother and letting me get to explore the world by myself.. Sometimes. Thank you for cleaning the mess I make, folding my clothes and working so hard for us! Mummy where would I be without you? <3
DADDY ZHANGI hate it how you snore like a fat pig, I hate your racist jokes- they are mean, I hate how you hate animals when they are alive (no live dogs for me=(), I hate how you have a short temper and how you think you are the coolest and smartest person in the world… Sorry dad I am the smartest and the coolest XD( egocentric much)?
But I thank you for working so hard to keep us happy. Btw where is my bookshelf? Thank you for cooking us yummy things to eat. Thank you for driving us everywhere. Thank you for making me so happy <3
SISTER ZHANG
You are annoying; you take my clothes and claim it as yours. MY GTHS SHORTS are NOT yours they ha GTHS written on them!!!!!! When I ask you “do you want it” you say “no” you mean yes- hate that. I hate your cheapness with me and how you think I snore- YOU SNORE. I hate your temper and how you can annoy me but I can’t annoy you. BUT you are my sister, we share memories together! You are always willing to help, even though to say no. When I am getting whooped by the old parents you stand up for me- THANK YOU! You accompany me to places where I spontaneously want to go e.g.- shopping ^^
Thank you for being there <3
BROTHER ZHANG
You are annoying as well- KNOCK BEFORE ENTER CHILD OR ELSE IMAGES WILL SCAR YOUR POOR LIFE ( damn the lockless toilet =.=”). I hate how to always pick your food (CORN IS GOOD FOR YOU IT ISNT POISON) and how when I run with you I am walking at 5m/hr. I hate how you stick dead insects in my face and how you don’t listen to me. But I love you for talking to me and making me smile when I am sad. I love how you can kill the bugs and how you are so considerate of me !! THANK YOU
GRANDPA & GRANDMA ZHANG
I know you guys try so hard to talk to me, but it seems like I am always rejecting you.. but I am not! I have school and tutor so it is hard for me to sleep over at your place. I am fine – I don’t need to grow fatter and I am not anorexically skinny. Thank you for buying me food and always trekking down from your place to mine <3
I love you for always making me happy!
BearBear MaoMao TongTong
My Cute little fluffy balls of puffy cotton! You guys make me smile with your stupidity and curiosity. Your hunger for food and willingness to do anything to get it , makes you guys all the more easier to manipulate! Hahaha STAND RABBIT STAND!! KISSKISS <3
I love how you always lick me even when I’m angry <3 you guys make me laugh.
All the best for poor bearbear who got attached by a cat! I hope you get better and begin to eat soon!
UNCLE AUNTY&COUSIN CHAN
Thank you for being there when I was little and thank you for looking out for me!
Please look after yourselves and not work so hard.
Cousin CHAN I wish a happy birthday! Have a safe and happy day!
Uncle Chan I hope your waist gets better, try not to work so hard!!
UNCLE AUNTY& COUSIN YE
I wish a warm warm winter in NYC as I know it is snowing. I haven’t had time to send you emails, I am so sorryyyy for that. I heard of your marriage that will be taking place soon! I wish you all the best and hope you two all have all the happiness in the world. I hope you guys have lots of little YE’s so I can babysit hehehe^^
Aunty and uncle Ye I hope you are doing well and are happy. I haven’t seen you in so long, what do you look like now? Will you recognise me? I am longing to hear your voices and see your face.
YE family I miss YOUU
BIG UNCLE AUNTY& COUSIN WU
How is your baby? I haven’t seen you in a year. Thank you for taking me around in China and feeding me every day. I will beat you in Big 2 when I come back next year! I miss you and hope you have a safe and happy 2011. I wish all the happiness and give my blessings to the new arrival!
Uncle and aunty ! 我想你们！你们好吗？ Thank you for looking after us and caring for us when we were with you! I miss you so much! I hope you have a happy 2011!
GRANDMA WU & UNCLE WU
Where are you? I haven’t seen you in so long! I miss you so much
Please visit more often. I hope you are alright, I hope you are eating well and living well. I wish I could be by your side and cook you fish congee everyday!
Fat Pig
I think you know who you are! What can I say… I love you! You always make me Smile and laugh! I will always love you stupid Fat PIG! You are always there for me, when I laugh and cry- you know me better than I know myself. Thank you for always being with me!
I have realised the importance of family today when I spent my time with my brother and sister. We ate at POPORO yummm and Drank Cha Time, had conversations and Smiled together. I love making memories with the ones I love. They can live on..through generations!
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